5:00 PM | Thursday, November 09, 2006
it ain't that easy after all.
the time now i 12.43.hmm..so late right.not really for some.haha.just finish watching one more chance.thanks gary for lending me.it pretty nice show,trust me,i never regretted this.go lend DVD,if you all haven't watch it.highly recommended.funny,sad,touching.that the things i can really describe.and it taught me lots of things.i really learnt a lot lah.anyway,12 more hours later i going to dhoby ghaut with jerome,gary,jianyi and jiani.stupid chongling,now then tell me never go.confirm waste my movie tickets de!damn man!nvm.they going for job interview although the guys have one already.heard the job is....shalln't reveal the details much.yeah,i am not applying for one.its not about whether i am rich or what.i just want to like get this holidays back on track for studying after i buy my books and start tutions and after my chalet.so yup,now i still got time to kinda rest.take this time like maybe do lots of sports and go out often.until gary and jer gets stable jobs then i will be able to study.cause they won't ask me out lah!so yeah.maybe after getting my books,i will like study in library preparing for next year with jerome.although mostly different subs lah.depends lah.i really was lucky to promote.no more of such things happening anymore.i don't want to neglect my studies.like the people around me taking O's now.it sounds like its super scary to take it.from i have heard from them lah.especially,pearlin,xavier(cousin),so yeah.kinda like study study study.very tough.and cannot last minute work lah.looking at the number of people that can't go polys or JCs this year.i don't think it will be that easy.haha.i think this is one of my longest post lah!but i am serious and meant what i say.so yup.goodnight guys.gotta get some sleep now.somethings i thought i took for granted.maybe you.yeah.i didn't feel any pressure until a competitior arrives.it just happens in life.once you have an oppoturnity,grab it.like the gurl you really like now,go pursuit hurr.don't wait or else its too late.just like me.i really regretted so many things.like saving money.if you don't have the mindset of saving,you won't.but what if one day you really need it for something.something really that important.and you didn't have that amount of money.you will regret right?yeah.everything is gonna start from the bottom again.no matter how bad your day is,you still have to go through the day.a bad week,take this as one of the most worst week you ever been through.forget about it,start a new one on the very first monday.and start it cleverily and brightly.simple.don't ever let something small to spoil your day.somehow you will think its not worth it.i really regretted,sorry to a lot of people.especially you.but after all,i knew i am in wrong.i guess i truly am.but don't blame yourself.it doesn't helps at all.tell me,instruct me,guide me,i dreaded.